As I reflect back on the last couple of days I am blown away with how Mary must have felt. I look at Toni and am filled with so much Joy. I am so blessed to have been given this gift. I do not know how Mary could have contained herself. Her head must have been swollen with pride at this baby. Knowing that he was the gift to this world. To man kind, to the very people that were making her life somewhat unbearable. I look at Toni and I wonder did Mary ever wonder if she was doing it right. Did she ever look at Jesus and smile at the wonder of his life? What would he be like in 5, 10,15 and even 20 years? As she held him in her arms, Did she thank GOD for the oppurtunity? If Jesus needed anything would she drop everything to get it for him? Could she see imagine her life with out him, could she remember life before him.
I do not know if I speak for all parents but as I look at Toni I wonder God why did you choose me to be this girl's mother. What are his plans for her life? I am so thankful that GOD chose Toni for me and I am praying that I do what is right for her. I am not sure why he chose to bless me but I am SOOOOOOOOOO glad he did. I can not imagine my life without Toni and can not remember how I felt before her. I love you Antonia Starr Pond!!!!!!!
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